Honestly, its the same shit over and over again. And to tell you the truth I’m getting tired of it.  It just gets me thinking about those memories years ago, and how bad those times were.  Is it gonna be like that again? It better not be, because i don’t think i could withstand going through that same shit again. I hate how you always bring up the past, and expect things to be different. Its like a wound thats finally healing, but you just keep picking at it and never give it time to fully heal.  Im just so done with this shit right now.  Im tired of pretending that everything is all good when deep down inside i just want to fucking scream. Man, if only the rest of this week could fly by and it could be summer already. I just want to put all this shit in the past and move on from it. Fuck This Shit. Im done.